Un blog d'une rêveur, écrivain sceptique, randonnée adolescent, impuissant romantique, mélancolique sanguin, et décorer l'artiste dans la fabrication.

 

Kau bisa bersembunyi dari kesalahanmu, tapi tidak dari penyesalanmu. Kau bisa bersembunyi dari dramamu, tapi tidak dari karmamu. Berhati-hatilah.

KU

Isn’t it sad, when you are still in love with someone, and you miss that person so bad; yet you have no more chance, no more right, and no more time to say it?

ARH

Suddenly, I miss you so fucking bad that I can’t even hold these tears back from falling. I miss the memories and doing things we used to do together. Most importantly, I miss you. And realizing you’re already happy with her, completely forgetting me, and that I have no more possibility with you, just sicken me.

I miss you. I miss me when I was with you. I miss us. And I’m all weepy now.

The only cure for breakup is a hookup.

Silver, 90210 (as if it was that easy to find a new hookup -_-)

Surprise!

I was thinking of you while waiting for the long line of parading cars to end in northern gate of campus, and then I saw a boy riding his motorcycle with his veiled girl behind. I was about to shift my eyes from them, until I saw that boy clapped his hands while riding and scared his girl. He just laughed so hard that I could hear his voice as he passed through in front of me. I froze. Chills ran down my spine. It got warmer on my eyes and there they were, dripped down on my cheeks. I remembered. I was so used to that kind of joke. The motorcycle was red and black, his helmet was black. Surprise! Could it be…

I’ve got reds on my ledger, and I’d like to wipe it out.

Natasha Romanoff, The Avengers

Just another pizza night-out :) (Taken with instagram)

Just another pizza night-out :) (Taken with instagram)

Happy Mother’s Day, Mom. (´ε` )♡ #mothersday #flowers #love (Taken with instagram)

Happy Mother’s Day, Mom. (´ε` )♡ #mothersday #flowers #love (Taken with instagram)

When you left and walked away, what really hurt me was how you made it look so easy; hanging out with another girl soon after us, like I never meant anything to you. I was your meantime girl while you were everything that I wanted.

Remember all the things you said and stuffs you did to me? They were only feeble happiness which hurt now.

May 6, 2012. After BananaBoat with Ebi, Aci, Ocky, and Icenk (´▽`)ノ♪#pangandaran #beach #holiday (Taken with instagram)

May 6, 2012. After BananaBoat with Ebi, Aci, Ocky, and Icenk (´▽`)ノ♪#pangandaran #beach #holiday (Taken with instagram)

Dear, Self.

Smile, though your heart is aching. Smile, even though it’s breaking. When there are clouds in the sky you’ll get by. If you smile through your pain and sorrow… Smile! And maybe tomorrow you’ll see the sun comes shining through for you!

Light up your face with gladness. Hide every trace of sadness although a tear maybe ever so near. That’s the time you must keep on trying. Smile! What’s the use of crying? Then, you’ll find that life is still worthwhile…

If you just smile.

Soooooo true, dear self. :’(

Soooooo true, dear self. :’(

I don’t hate you, I never will. I just act like I do, because it’s easier than admitting that I miss you. Beside, it’s the only way I know on how to get rid of you imminently.

But the truth is… I still think of you every single time.

Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau jadikan hati kami condong kepada kesesatan sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk kepada kami, dan karuniakanlah kepada kami rahmat dari sisi Engkau; karena sesungguhnya Engkau-lah Maha Pemberi (karunia).

Q.S. Ali-Imran : 7

“Le Beau et La Mince”

est juste un “il fut un temps”. N’est ce pas?