"I have no confidence left cause when I’m so sure of loving, I turned out to be a meantime girl. Twice. And the latest is so heartbreaking 💔"
Miss hanging out with my college buddies so much I can’t help myself from staring at these pictures over and over again and realizing I had such marvelous time back then. 😻
Dear, my best.
Happy February 1st!!! Today is the day where your age adds up, and hopefully it is your conscience, wisdom, and thought that age, not your face. Hahaha.
Selamat 23 tahun benc, semoga lo selalu sehat, panjang umur, bahagia dunia dan akhirat, sukses in everything you plan and do, dapet rezeki yang halal, dan cepet ketemu jodoh dan gue bisa cepet2 foto bareng lo di pelaminan. Amiin.
During my last four years, you’re never absent; when I am the happiest, embarrassed, sad, upset, nervous, insecure. And I really thank you for that. Semoga in the near future, kita bisa terus bareng2. I miss you moooooore than you know, benc! Semoga cepet ketemu because I have plenty to tell you about! 😘👭🎉❤💋🎈🎈
P.S. maap video nya gembel dan ada judul app nya haha with Cindy – Watch on Path.
Cats, and their special friends
These are beyond adorable
I’ve always wanted to spill these demanding words to you, that in my mind, they blurred out uncontrollably. Like, “you made me feel like you really liked me, but then you just left like it was nothing at all”. Or something like “I want you, only you. Why can’t you just fucking understand?” and so on and on and on. But then, I’ve been dragged to a couple years ago when we were in each other’s position. So I just swallow them in, because I have no right to say such things you probably had held back before me. I don’t even have the guts to say I like you because I’m so scared of what you’ll think. This is karma. And do you know what it says to me? “Hahaha, gotcha! You reap what you sow. Enjoy your fruits.”
The new year will be just like the last year if we keep on doing the same old thing. Let’s introspect, improve, and be a better us from this year on. Happy new year 2014! 🎉 – View on Path.
beingresponsible asked: Thanks Dichie! Me too! Where are you at now?
I’m currently in Batam, but in early January I’ll go back to Jakarta to work. Let’s meet up, then! After like, five years… :D
Ya Allah , sampai bila mereka harus menanggung semua ni ?
they’re soo brave.. !
Ya Allah sesungguhnya hanya engkau yang mampu melindungi anak-anak kecil itu. Lindunginlah dengan jalanmu..
Science tells us that
the entire world gravitates
that every atom
holding our fragile lives together
is falling apart.
Those 2 A.M. nights
when the salt water
in your lungs burned
and you couldn’t see a way out-
The boy who stabbed you with smiles-
Your brave sister,
your hopeless father,
your beautiful mother-
So, what’s the point, kid?
If we’re all marching toward an impending doom,
what’s the fucking point?
Science doesn’t tell us what to do
before the chaos we’re all hurtling toward.
And kid, that’s because science is full of shit.
Science only tells us the outcome,
not the desperately important in-between bits-
the ugly and terrible and painful,
the magnificent and lovely and magical
bits that sew up a life.
So, kid, you’ve got to live,
and not just that stoic existence you’ve
been stomping trough all this time.
You’ve got to be kind,
you’ve got to fall in love,
fall out of love,
no matter how much it hurts
because my god,
it’s worth it.
Don’t let the world turn you to stone;
you’ve got to feel.
your heart will threaten
to march right out of your chest
because you’re so fucking full of it all-
of the people,
the endless days,
the eternal nights-
and kid, that’s fine.
Courage isn’t measured by the
number of people you’ve turned away
or by the counts of the nights you’ve
spent alone because you refuse to
give someone the chance to love you.
Being alone is not poetic;
you’ve got to let them in.
Let them peel back your skin
and waltz into your bloodstream
and love them,
And finally, kid,
your life has already begun.
Chaos is already underway.
I really, really, crave to find that certain someone who loves me wholeheartedly, so sincerely I feel like loved by twice the entire world, that there’s no way I could resist loving him back and feeling so sure and comfortable to spend the rest of my life with him. Come out, come out, wherever you are.
Pasanganmu kelak, bukanlah seseorang yang sempurna. Tidak akan pernah sempurna. Di balik senyumnya yang manis dan tegar, pastilah ia menyimpan raut wajah yang sebenarnya tidak ingin kamu lihat. Di balik pembawaannya yang begitu berwibawa, terkadang ia menyimpan pembawaan yang membuatmu tidak…
Spaces between fingers are made to be filled with fingers perfectly matched for them.
"The truth is, I pretend to be a cynic, but I am really a dreamer who is terrified of wanting something she may never get."