February 2012
21 posts
“I have never had you, but I’m going to let you go.”
Sebuah Doa.
Untukmu yang tubuhnya letih dari keseharian yang penuh beban, dan yang hatinya rindu bagi kehidupan yang utuh, katakanlah.
“Tuhanku, Engkau sedemikian pengasih sehingga aku tak mungkin Kau telantarkan. KekasihMu yang kecil ini memang agak nakal. Belum ikhlas meninggalkan kesenangan yang tak penting, masih mempertahankan ketergantungan yang tak sehat, dan suka menunda tapi tak sabar...
Dammit I'm Mad - Demetri Martin
Dammit I’m mad.
Evil is a deed as I live.
God, am I reviled? I rise, my bed on a sun, I melt.
To be not one man emanating is sad. I piss.
Alas, it is so late. Who stops to help?
Man, it is hot. I’m in it. I tell.
I am not a devil. I level “Mad Dog”.
Ah, say burning is, as a deified gulp,
In my halo of a mired rum tin.
I erase many men. Oh, to be man, a sin.
Is evil in a clam? In a trap?
No. It is...
“People don’t always need advice. Sometimes all they really need is a hand...”
February 20. Exactly a month since the last 20th. Maybe I should stop wishing for a gift from that particular person.
Wake up, dear self! You’re just being too naive.
“It’s just hard to stay positive when nothing ever feels right.”
Ada Cinta
Ucapkanlah kasih satu kata yang kunantikan. Sebab ku tak sanggup membaca matamu, mendengar bisikmu. Nyanyikanlah kasih senandung kata hatimu. Sebab ku tak mampu mengartikan getar ini.
Sebab ku meragu pada dirimu.
Mengapa berat ucapkan cinta padahal ia ada, dalam rinai hujan dalam terang bulan, juga dalam sedu sedan?
Mengapa sulit mengaku cinta padahal ia terasa, dalam rindu dendam, hening...
You don’t understand because it’s not you who feels too much, who thinks too much, who cries too much, and who loves too much.
“I’m irrevocably, unconditionally in love with someone. Wait… Did I...”
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Let’s say that I’ve been whole-heartedly accepting the fact that hypocrisy and people who bad-mouth and back-talk other people respectively do exist, around the corner. The irony that I can’t hardly bear is when those people were the ones who were used to be so close to me in the past, do that to me. That part, hurts me to the core. And it’s sad, really sad.
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“You can’t run away from your troubles. There ain’t no place that...”
– Uncle Remus (Song of the South)
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“Saya hanya bisa mengamati dari sisi ini, menunggu, berharap yang terbaik.”
– Status facebook seorang adik kelas galau tersayang, Tika Pebriani :))))
I thought..
Simba: But you're not scared of anything.
Mufasa: I am, today. I thought I might lose you.
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“Kamu ini, koyo ngenteni thukuling jamur ing masa katela.. Inget, iki wes...”
– Perkataan seorang teman dekat dari zaman dulu, yang sekarang jauh di mata.
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A Comfortable Relationship?
Hey, there, rainbow.
I think we are all just looking for that one person that we can be ourselves around, that one person who will love you and accept you for who you are, your silly awkward side and your serious side, too. We are all just looking for that “comfortable relationship”, you know that?
You don’t care what you are doing, because as long as that one special person is...
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“aku percaya rencana-Mu indah, walau jalan kesana kadang berkerikil.”
– begitu kuat dan tulus rasa ini, aku pun tak mengerti alasannya. pintaku ya Rabb, lindungi hati ini, kuatkan jiwa ini. mudahkanlah jalan kami, dan izinkan kebersamaan ini. (via ceritayunda)
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“Accept and trust me for who I am, and I’ll accept and trust you for who...”
– A Saying on a Lecturer’s Room